junior canon event
I truly thought I escaped the Junior Year Canon Event guys. Everyone says, "junior year is the worst!!", "you will suffer junior year!!". Well, see, I was arrogant. I thought to myself, "hey, I'm pretty smart, my classes this year aren't so bad, I'll be fine!".
yes
I should have knocked on wood or something, because I feel like I was just hit by a truck!!
guys if you could just see the way in which I have been moving in the past few days, you would question if I were even real. Maybe I'm just a snail, and my life's purpose is to create a thin, pathetic trail of mucus on the sidewalk after a rainshower. Because that's what I've been doing.
My motivation has been shot, my energy level is zero, my sodium levels are way above average, I wake up tired, I go to sleep tired, I come to lang class tired and sleep in lang and then wake up tired. my screen time is bad and my ceiling time is worse
(ceiling time as in the time i spend staring blankly at the ceiling instead of functioning)
do i even have the capability to function anymore
i am trapped in a prison of my own mind
the world spins around me while my eyes spin around inside my skull
how come i get so much rem and yet my dreams are invisible
is the shell forming around me a chrysalis or a crystal
will i come out of this as something new or will i just be another ant stuck in amber
questions, questions
but i guess thats junior year!!
one day ill escape this matrix guys. youll see me thriving in college, free from this goofy ahh high school
just one more day
one more day and then another until i can finally see the light
life isnt beautiful yet but it will be when JUNIOR YEAR ends!
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